Hap.pi.ness

I have learned that in the past few days that true happiness is important. I learned i can be vulnerable and comfortable. That you can really only help those that have the desire to help themselves.

I've been stressed lately, with school, finals, graduating, and my relationships.
I was taking to probably one of the best friends i have, about everything and she told me, that I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY, and i should have that be my number one thing.
I struggled with this, as i didnt know wether or not it is better to stay unhappy to make somebody else happy, for to make your self happy when you really follow your heart. When you take the time to realize what you need, and how you can get that. When you let yourself understand that sometimes, no matter how hard you try, some things just dont work out. Maybe, for some reason they just arent supposed to.
But i realized- I have to follow my heart, even though it hurts. Things are gonna be okay for me, and for you too.
You have to let people go, to help themselves. [[Be happy love.]]
You can't fix everything, no matter how much you want to.
But you can control your life, and how you go about it.
Happy or not.
Really dear,
The choice is yours.

I'm ready for change.
I'm ready for excitement.And joy.

I'm growing up, and realizing who i am.
=]

You have the perfect opportunity darling, take it.