6.11.2009

Graduation.

My graduation came and went, and i was pretty excited about it. I'm really all done now! =]
Here's some pictures of the night, and then ill get to writing about it. I am sad, that a few of the pictures however, were missing from the camera. This was right after; and i was getting ready to go.
My mother and I.
Daniel and I.
Tabitha and I
YAY! =]]

I didnt think i would be nervous at all, and for the most part i wasnt. This was my night, and i couldnt wait for it. After i waited for what seemed to be forever in the gym with all the other graduates, and talking with teachers and stuff it was finally time to start. As the music started playing; i was just thinking, like wow, you did it. You are done with this chapter.
It wasnt easy for me to be proud of myself, because i didnt think there was much to be proud of. And part of me was a little saddened that my dad wouldnt come, i knew he wanted to, he made that clear to me. But still...
So anyways, as the ceremony began, i was really excited...
And i got an award i wasnt expecting to get, The Three year graduate award, although, i graduated in two. So that was nice.
And then it came time to actually recieve my diploma, i just felt this like bubbly joy and peace when they called my name, and it was nice to hear my BFF tabitha yell "LOVE YOU" super loud =] I love her!
It was just such a wonderful night!
And in the end i felt accomplished,
but a line kept playing though my head...
"This is your life...are you who you want to be?..."
and im quite inspired everyday, to be really, who i want to be.
Ah, i just love music.
And lyrics.

Anyways, that night i went to Johnny Carinos (one of the faves..) and ate with Tabitha!
And came home with flowers from my dad waiting on the counter!
It was a good night!
=]]

6.09.2009

dark blue, dark blue...have you ever been alone in a crowded room...

Since im up at one thirty, because i had too much espresso at work today, well yesterday...
I decided ill blog about all the hopeful changes to take place in my room in the next two weeks..

first off, id like it to be dark blue

and id like this bed


and a black small desk.

and a verse on the top of my white wall.

Thats all my plans for now.

Its gonna happen soon!