10.30.2009

Every Part of Me

Okay okay, so natually i would deny being a hannah montana fan. Because, well, im a seventeen-almost-eighteen year old girl. And as an adult, well i guess i shouldnt be a fan of her.

And while i do enjoy the show sometimes, i'd say that im more of a miley cyrus fan. First off, shes just seems to be an all around good person. 2nd- Shes beautiful, and has a wonderful style.

3rd- I love her music. (Not the hannah montana music people- the grown up, real life miley cyrus music..)

I just needed to straighten that out... Anyhow, once again, i was on the iPhone, but this time i was pandora-ing it up, while studying...and a miley cyrus came on...And well, it just explains me right now.. Here goes... =]



I feel like i'm a million miles away from myself, more and more these days.

Ive been down so many open roads, but they never lead me home.

And now i just dont know, who i really am.

How its gonna be, is there something that i cant see?

I wanna understand!

Maybe i will never be who i was before, maybe i dont even know her anymmore.

Maybe who i am today, aint so far from yesterday.

Can i find a way to be, every part of me?

So ill try to sort things out

and find myself, gotta get my feet back on the ground

it'll take time but i know i'll be alright

cause nothing much has changed on the inside

its hard to figure out how its gonna be

Cause i dont really know now

I wanna understand

Maybe i will never be who i was before

maybe i dont know her anymore

maybe who i am today, aint so far from yesterday

Can i find a way to be every part of me?

I dont wanna wait to long, to find out where i meant to belong

Ive always wanted to be where i am today, but id never thought id feel this way


Maybe I will never be who I was before

Maybe I don't know her anymore,maybe who I am todayAin't so far from yesterday

Can I find a way to be Every part of me?

Cute! =]

10.25.2009

Over. Underneath. Inside. Inbetween.



So i was "youtubing" it up on my iphone, and came across this really beautiful song, a worship song in fact. And i fell completely in love with it,i was actually at peace just listening to the words...and the lyrics are just beautiful.


...I know i need you, i need to love you
I live to see you its been so long
i long to feel you
i feel this need for you
and i need to hear you is that so wrong?
Now you pull me near you,
When were close i fear you..
Still I'm afraid to tell you all that ive done
Are you done forgiving?
Oh can you look past my pretending?
Lord, I'm so tired of defending, what ive become
What have i become?
I hear you say;
"My love is over. It's underneath.
Its inside, its in between.
The times you doubt me, when you cant feel.
The times that you question "Is this for real?"
The times your broken, the times that you mend.
The times that you hate me, and the times that you bend.
Well my love is over, its underneath. Its inside, its inbetween.
These times your healing, and when your heart breaks.
The times that you feel like your falling from grace
The times your hurting, The times that you heal
The times you go hungry, and are tempted to steal.
In times of confusion, and chaos, and pain.
Im there in your sorrow, under the weight of your shame.
Im there though your heartache
I'm there in the storm, my love i will keep you, by my power alone.
I dont care where you fall, or where you have been
I'll never forsake you,my love never ends.
It never ends

=]]

One of those songs, that just makes everything else, just simply slip away.
Clears your mind, and gets you to focus, to see that you are loved so deeply, in between, inside, and underneath everything, you are still loved so much.
Its comforting to think that. To realize, you are special, not just to somebody, but to christ, and by god, you can beging to understand a love so vast.
=]