Hope.

I read my moms post about hope, . It was really nice to see the things that she wrote about what gave her hope.

I wish i knew exactly the things that give me hope,
I think i find my hope, in people, in who they are, and in their attitudes about life.

I think i also find hope, in simple reminders, of my dear aunt. Who was so filled with hope.

My mom put this little teal star, hanging from my rearview mirror. She has the same teal star on her mirror, I bought it for her one night, i think it was Christmas Eve. I bought it along with some flowers, and a card, and i believe something else.

It makes me so happy to know that my mom gets so much pleasure, and so much hope out of something so simple and
small.

(This is a snowglobe, that i got her for this past christmas, i got the word 'hope' engraved into it, she cried when she opened it. Im glad that this is a very special and sentimental gift to her.)

(This is the one in my car, and there is one hangning in hers too.) =]
It makes me happier to know, that like my mother, small, nice things, just give me hope.

Hope for anything.
Hope for everything.
It helps to me see my blessings, and boy howdy i have many.
I have so much to be happy for.
So much to be grateful.
I'm okay.
I'm alive, and I'm blessed.

(one day, when i can afford it, and when i figure out where i want it, i'm going to get this!)
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"There is hope, for me yes, because God won't forget all the plans he's made for me, I have to wait and see, he's not finished with me yet. No, he's not finished with me yet."

Disarray

My life, is soo unraganized right now.
After being so busy with midterms, and papers, and registering for the summer semester at VVC, and the fall semester at CSUSB..

It is finals week,(finally!).
I am so glad, because this has been thee worst semester of my college career.
I made a bad choice choosing to take all the hard classes at once: developmental psychology, critical thinking, biology, observation and assessment on young children, and then statistics- A 8 am monday statistics class at that!! Boo. =( never again!

I've been quite overwhelmed..

And needless to say, all of the other areas of my life, are so unorganized.
I dont remeber the last time I did a load of laundry, not that its a huge issue, with my extensive amount of clothes.
My car is soo dirty on the outside.


Its not just finals week that has gotten my life to the crazy point that it is now at.
The week before, I went to the emergency room, and i was just to drained, and drugged, and out of it, i couldnt do anything but sleep, lay there, and watch tv.

So now im stuck with about three loads of laundry, a car that needs washing, 2 finals to study for, and all these children (5) to watch for the night.


Ohh dear, so whats a girl to do?
Get crackin i guess!!


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So, my laptop died last night, after i'd written that, but now i can say, that all that stuff is the opposite!
Whoo!

I took my finals today, and now this semester is finally over.
Yes, the worst semester of my life is now over!
=]
I couldn't be happier!
Laundry has started!
My car is washed, vaccumed, and armor-alled.

This are starting to get cleaner, straigtened out and more organized!
so yay for that!

now off to finish up that laundry, and my bedroom!